Poems of the childhood! Imaginary Breakup

Until I realized I was a loner,
I had enjoyable moments coming sooner,
I felt like I was the world's owner,
But all this ended & got hidden in a dark corner.

I never had feelings to hurt someone,
But such moments I guess often come,
When u care too much for a special one,
U talk all the time while she stays mum.

Putting the relationship first & friends secondary,
Gives you enough pleasure which is momentary,
When you try to make it historical like monumentary,
You find yourself standing in no entry.

One fine day she comes and says "I want to talk to you",
And you start picturing your dream with her's,
She puts an end to it by saying "I am breaking up with you",
Then u realize colorful life turing to faded colors,

You still pretend to beleive that "She Still loves you",
And that u have a magical charm and added flairs,
You are the one in demand & that "She needs You",
And she must have lied to you but she still cares,
And all your friends start saying "She dumped you",
U just wanna forget it like one of ur frightful nightmares,
You wished u knew that the problem was "It was all about you",
And she just wanted an ordinary love story which she could call her's. 

While coming from a trip 24/12/08